twothousandtwelve and twothousandthirdteen recaps

subuh subuh ngeblog,. mumpung anak masi tidur,.. (moga-moga aja ga kebangun karena suara kutak-kutik dari keyboard yg dipencet)
lot of things passed by,.

lets recap,.
around February '12, the test pack said i'm pregnant and so did the obgyn,

i thought i will have smooth pregnancy, but it only last 6 first week,..
after that, i've been nauseous all the time 'till 5 months old of pregnancy,..
and for the last 5 months latter, my weight climb up,.. *sighs

October '12 i'm finally sign up the resignation letter,..

i decided to devoted my self taking care of my mom and my baby,..
then my mom health condition became more worst than before.. 

november '12

i've became more worry about my baby,the due date passed already, and she's seems enjoy staying at my womb,..

finally, on november 11, i've got an opening,
and she was born the next day with caesarian section
i'm the happiest person in my world!!
although the first time met her at night, since i just opened up my eyes at dusk,..
she's so beautiful,..

november 13 night, my dad called, said that my mom got trouble breathing, and asked, which hospital he should went to?
November 14 at 8 o'clock in the morning, she died, without me, without me by her side, before saw her first granddaughter, and never touched and carried my baby,.
i'm the miserable person ever,..

and time flies,.. never look back,..

February '13 
my lovely grandma passed away too,.. 
it seems she's followed my mom,.. since my mom was the best daughter in  law she's ever had..
only 106 days after my mom,..

time flies again,..

November '13 
now my baby one year old,.. and also it's been a year mom left us,..