i hate if....
I hate if I have a think about you, when I’m alone
I hate if you comes in my dream
I hate if I have to answer your phone call, then sayin’ “HEY!!!”
I hate if you ask me something to do for you
I hate if I can’t lend you something that you need
I hate if you told me about what you have done and what happen to you today!
I hate if I have to walk beside you, but you never think about my feeling
I hate if I feel jealous, but I can’t tell you
I hate if it’s just a fool!
I hate if I heard your footstep walking through my room and knocking the door
I hate if my heartbeat fast when you met someone that I don’t know and you enjoy it
I hate if you asked me out, just you and me
I hate all the things we’ve done together
I hate their perception about us!
I hate if our friends ask me where you are now. And I know the answer
I hate if I’m wrong to guess what’s in your heart
I hate if I have to work with you, in every condition
I hate the trip that we’ve done together!
I hate to tell you about my life…
I hate if you asked me to save your money
I hate the way you hug me in the last day we made decision
I hate the way you kiss me at that night
I hate if I miss you, after all we had done!
And even I hate if I have to love you
Coz my heart gets so weak,
Then I can even breathe
Now I have to go my way,
And you go your way...
Do you know it hurts me so much?
And do you know? I hate when I had to ask you, what am I to you?
The regrets, the feeling, the emotion, the heartbeat, the eye drops, the things, all things….
What should I do?
And survive, isn’t it?
Yes I am!
You’re the beautiful mistake that make me mad but enjoy it
You’re the sweatiest sin which try to tempt me feel a little bit of love
I hate to know you
And hate to be close to you
I hate why I love you much than you love me
But, did I really hate you???